in my mind vol.1

i am 20 years into my life an i feel that everything i have done before now means nothing....if i look at my list of accomplishments they are basic.....anybody can do some of the shit ive accomplished.....an for everything that im trying to do in my life now seems like a fantisy bekuz of tha possibility factor.....everybody wants to be a rapper these days an truely to me tha artform of bein a real rapper is losing its value in todays society...kuz all these rappers from atlanta honestly are doin more damage than helping...an i hate when ppl say this is jus hip hop evolving i see no evolution in waka flocka's musik....an the few rappers from atlanta that are great an have changed tha game....but when u look at all the trash in tha long run tha negative out weigh's tha positive but atlanta isnt tha only place producing wack rappers its jus that its like everybody there gets a chance to shine....an when that happens tha musik heads hear this type of rap called "furureristic musik" an there perception gets changed....kuz rap aint all about tha word swag....its used to be about metaphors with tha comparison factor using like an as but now.....i see that dyin an im not sayin i can bring tha game back thats not my mission...all ima goin to try an accomplish is is makin sure i solidify my place in hip hop as a good musician kuz ppl jus stop at tha rhyming...i didnt i play guitar tha drums im learnin to play tha sax an on more tha 1 occasion have one freesyle battles due to tha fact i keep myself goin music wise....kuz its not jus my dream to be a good rapper but i wanna be a great musician an hopefully in todays rap society...i think thats enough